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Post by thecremellosociety on Nov 11, 2011 15:31:05 GMT
Well today if we go on days, tommrrow if we go on dates, Almost to the hour, My beautiful mare Keisha, was taken over rainbow bridge, very suddenly, shockingly and sadly, I can honestly say that i havent let go, and miss her everyday, but have made a promise to myself that today i let her go, never totally but i have to stop seeing the date every month as another month without her.
She was so much loved and you dont know what you have got till its gone, so treasure what you have everyday, Nothing more could have been done and have to finally stop asking the question why, why why ....
She has been joined with some freinds ponies this year, also sadly taken, i know its part of life, and this is the end, i have greived for a year and must start looking forwards to the future now with fred.
RIP Keisha .... always in my mind and my thoughts..... one of the worse days of my life in 2012 was having to make the decision to let her go before i got back to see her, but gave her the dignity and the kindness not to wait just for me to get back.
Weather it was her way to go and save me the heartache, or she couldnt wait, i have to find some sort of closure ....
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Post by teri on Nov 11, 2011 16:02:12 GMT
Big hugs EmmaJane!! I know what you are going through, just over a month since I lost my Colan and nearly 6 months since loosing my angel Jade! I think about them both every day and still cry most days. So I feel for you heart and soul.
xxxxxxxxxxx
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Post by pinkis4eva on Nov 11, 2011 16:17:40 GMT
sending you big hugs too EmmaJane xxxxxx
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Post by hatman on Nov 11, 2011 22:39:48 GMT
Big hugs to you she was a lovely girl and missed so much as she was so special
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Post by 09rebel99 on Nov 11, 2011 22:59:15 GMT
Thinking of you emmajane, it is so very very hard and you will probably never stop asking why even in 10yrs time, I always think when I have had to make that terrible decision did I do the right thing? I always feel very guilty and I don't think it ever goes away but I think it does get easier.
Sending you and teri big hugs as it is so heartbreaking!xxx
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